Over the past year or so, I have had many thoughts and ideas and feelings and hurts and happinesses that I have wanted to write about but not have been able to properly convey in writing.
These things include but are not limited to: love, hopes and aspirations, feeling forgotten, growing old, my weaknesses, isolation as a defense mechanism, wanting to be known, wanting to be nameless at the same time, and something that some people would find unexpected: my growing loneliness and continuing struggle with it.
Not just topics I know I want to talk about, but things I have already thought very extensively about or had even wrote lengthy posts about, only to never post them online.
For years, I had posted my thoughts about various topics online in hopes of offering whoever reads ‘em some lesson from what I have learned.
Now, I feel that where I am in my life can no longer be conveyed in these posts of simple words and writer-to-reader interactions. It is with this realization that I feel it is a good time to politely end this blog and invite all those who reads this to teach me and discuss with me the topics of my heart and the topics of yours too.
Gchat, fb chat, aim, call me, text me, visit me, invite me over, smoke signals, anything. I want to talk to the people in my life now, and with each passing day, the more and more I believe that i not only want to, but that I need to.
Talk to you soon,
Earl Duque
